"Don't let him decide when you should move on" - today, right now I felt so enlightened again by this particular statement.
It's only when I have let go by focusing on other distractions in life, that I will still have a chance to meet him again. And by then, I will be happier without him in my life. It's better than letting him decide when I should move on, and each time I meet him, I will feel so sad that I probably won't even want to meet him anymore. And, that will make me even sadder.
Tough. But come to think of it, I already did it once. I can definitely do it again. And I am hoping, there won't be a third time. I am so tired. So so tired.