Wednesday, June 24, 2015

I knew very well that I shouldn't have expected anything from the start. But when someone makes you a promise, you tend to just expect something. I have to admit that I do have some expectations still from you. Then again, your actions are such a disappointment. I remembered telling you once before that don't ever make a promise if you know there's a possibility that you cannot keep it. I am not sure if you are too confident in yourself or what that you tend to say those words so easily.

Ironic. At the end of the day when you still managed to keep your promise, I will eventually just take it as though nothing happened. And the worst part of everything was, you still made me happy.

Ya! This is super true! Music, photos and other things invoke memories and brings the past flooding back for me on a consistent basis! Hateful things memories in terms of that. But on the up side sometimes they invoke wonderful memories of laughter and awesomeness too ! 

Thursday, June 18, 2015


Time passes so fast that some times I just wanna capture as much memories as I can. Unknowingly, we are already stepping into the second half of 2015. And I would say 2015 have been rather good so far. Nothing really major yet life still seems rather fulfilling. There are certain events and celebrations that I really look forward to and Graduation is definitely one of them. But when you hope too much for an event to happen, you may not really feel much when it actually happened. And then there's the aftermath emptiness which I really hated. Somehow, there's this contradiction when you wanted time to fast forward to the event and then you hope time can slow down while you are at it. But the fact that time stops for no one is such a harsh reality to accept.

'Remember the good times' - people always say. But then they never know the sadness and emptiness that these good times bring to those who knows they can never go back to those times again.

Wednesday, June 17, 2015

One day you will realize that what you used to value the most is no longer valuable. 

Tuesday, June 16, 2015

I just need someone who will like me without a reason, likes seeing me laugh and who will stay beside me forever. 

Friday, June 12, 2015

Always do

Friday, June 05, 2015

"期待你挽回 你却拱手让人"

Wednesday, June 03, 2015


Dreams are successions of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations that occur usually involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep.