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Saturday, April 19, 2014

Sometimes I wished you were a little more selfish to keep me by your side even when you no longer love me.

Sucha fool. 

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Afterall, I still want to trust every word that you said. 

你不是真正的快乐

人群中哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色 

你再也不会梦或痛或心动了 
你已经决定了 你已经决定了 

你静静忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着 
而回忆越是甜就是越伤人 
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深切切淡掉了 

你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色 
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了 
把你的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳 

这世界笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了 
当生存是规则不是你的选择 
于是你含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞地走着 

你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色 
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了 
把你的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳 

你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合 
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河 
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后再后悔着 

你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色 
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了 
把你的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳 

你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合 
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河 
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔著 

你知道真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色 
为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢 
能不能就让配角全部结束在此刻 重新开始活着 

Blogging on the go

Have you downloaded the blogger app? These days you really cannot live without a phone. Now even blogging can be done so conveniently with just a few clicks. And this app even allows you to post photos! Great or what. 

Download now and you can blog anytime anywhere! 


Blogging on the go. But first, let me take a selfie. 



Tuesday, April 15, 2014

" You've been trying so hard to be that someone you want to be.
And now you feel like you're finally someone independent and strong after all these years.
You no longer give your all because you're afraid you'll lose that person that you've grown into and tried so hard to become.
You think you're comfortable with who you are now,
But inside, you are still the same scared little girl. "

Nail it!

Decided that this space shall not be filled with only emo entries.
So here's one entry of my personal obsession.

Well, I believe that everyone has their own obsession. There are a few who are obsessed with shoes, cars, watches, etc etc. And for me? Definitely got to be nails. I even have a photo album of nail designs in my phone which I will always browse around for any nice designs to do next. 

I always love those fanciful nail designs (of course not the exaggerating ones lah) and have also tried many different nail salons (homebased, overseas). When I was still a student, price was a factor. I couldn't afford to change a nail color every month, let say nail art which cost like WHAT? an exorbitant price of $3-$5 per nail. The total amount could easily go up to over $60 for a full set nail art design. Student leh, where got money right. Also, I used to cut my own nails until I got into a really painful experience. After that, I NEVER EVER cut my own nails ever again. I started going around different nail salons and always try to settle for the cheapest. The most hassle part of painting your nails is the drying part. After you paid so much, let the mini fan blow for about 30-45 mins and then go to the toilet, zip your pants and WTF. The nail color came off all thanks to the damm zip. So, I was really glad when Gelish was first introduced.

A tad pricey but never mind lah, I working already can afford what. Like I said, I went around searching for nail salons that could provide me the best package. And I finally found my ideal one.

Nailz Treats @ Far East Plaza #04-41 & 42


The package prices are very reasonable and the staff there are very friendly and approchable (most importantly their Gelish package actually comes with removal! Which was rather rare for me because I have asked around many outlets and they always charge additional for removal. So ridiculous!). They will always make a point to remember my name and make small talks while they work on my nails. The size of the shop was just nice, not too squeezy. There was once where I did my nails in a really small shop and there were not even enough space for me to put my bag -.- The chairs that they used are actually massage chairs and was very comfy! I am always on the verge of falling asleep each time I am there! 

Oh and recently, they even brought in new nail polishes in really sweet range of colors! Even the bottles look really cute!


If you are interested, you can call or sms them to make a booking now at either one of their two outlets.

14 Scotts Road
#04-41 & 42
Far East Plaza
Tel: 8522 6771 or 6836 5133

311 New Upper Changi Road
#B1-03, Bedok Mall
Tel: 97311180 or 68449558

Some of the services that they provide:

Manicure and Pedicure
Hands and Feet Treatment
Gel nails (Gel overlay, Gel Tips extension, Gel Sculpture extension)
Gelish
Acrylic (Acrylic overlay, Acrylic Tips extension, Acrylic Sculpture extension)...
Nail Art (Freehand, 2D, 3D, Folkart and Bridal nails)
Makeup and Hair styling for that special occasion(D&D, Prom Night

Here's some of the nail designs that they have done for me:








And trust me, it's always better to find a local nail salon than to do it overseas. Yes, overseas may be cheap but the cost of removing back here is definitely not worth the money. Unless you only do the normal classic mani or pedi overseas. Otherwise, I still prefer to do it back home. 

So start pampering yourself and bid goodbye to those ugly naked nails! 



Monday, April 14, 2014

你的笑容是恩惠 世界難得那麼美
於是追 要你陪 可惜本能终會將美麗汗水化成淚水
黑夜之所以會黑 叫醒人心裡的鬼
在遊說 在萦迴 在體內是什麼 在把我摧毀在傷痕累累
我可以無所謂 寂寞卻一直掉眼淚
人類除了擅長頹廢 做什麼都不對 Oh I'm not okay
我假裝無所謂 才看不到心被擰碎
人在愛情裡越殘廢 就會越多安慰 無輪(有)虛偽

空虛並非是詞匯 能夠形容的魔鬼
它支配著行為 能擺脫寂寞我什麼都肯給 就像個傀儡

Emo level at the ultimate.
I really hated it. Hated the fact that after so long, I know deep down how much I still wanted you back.

Thursday, April 10, 2014

Lost Identity

First post after 4 years.

What triggered this post - A friend.

Recently a friend confided in me and shared that she have actually started blogging again. It kind of sparked me and made me realized how long I have stopped blogging. I used to spend hours and hours on this blog but gradually I just stopped sharing.

It's been so long that I almost forgot how to blog. Even the interface have changed so much. Oh, and I had to re-set my password in order to access blogger again.

Anyway, the reason for this blog post is a lost identity.

Recently, I have been thinking alot about this. I start to realize that I have lost myself. I tried finding back the old me but I don't even remember how I used to be like. I don't remember how I used to spend my days happily. Well, of course it's not that I am not happy now. Yes, cheap trills still ignite my laughing spot. But then it doesn't last. Negative feelings creep in more often than ever before. I still laugh, I still joke. But after awhile, it just vanishes. These feelings seem very surface. I don't really know how to feel happy deep down anymore. I don't remember since when I am just living my life as it is. Maybe because I have more expectations of myself now. Maybe certain joy are not suffice to make me satisfied. I know how I am feeling but I have no intention to change this.

About him - well I think I have spoken enough. Of course, he was a major part of everything. It felt empty before he appear and it felt even emptier now that he had left. Some things are not meant to be, I repeat this like a thousand times in my mind. But then again, what is meant to be? How do you take back all the feelings that you have given out? There wasn't even enough time for the feelings to fade in the first place. Every memory seems like it was just yesterday. After so many months, it will float in my mind now and then, like a ghost haunting me. And then what was left - Empty. Nobody was at fault which makes me feel even worst. If there was one party at fault, at least I can still blame that person and make myself feel better. But now, who to blame? All he had left was guilt. And me? Empty.

I never wanted to stop believing that the right one will come along. But in reality, it's really hard. Or perhaps it's just that I no longer want to put in the effort anymore. The old me wasn't like this.

Yes, the old me wasn't like this.

I just want to find back the lost identity. Then, again maybe not.

Maybe I should just live as it is. Not having anything is better than losing something you once have.

End of first post after 4 years.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Fly high!


Just arrived(:

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Connie's 21st Pre Celebration

I had a super busy week.

It was Connie love's 21st birthday last weekend. But I wasn't in town so had a early celebration with her on Thursday. I decided to have dinner at Sakae Sushi because she loves sushi. Dinner was great and both of us were really full.

Hope you had a great time darling(: sorry that I couldn't make it to your birthday bash.